Have you ever felt so sad that you can't
move? All you want to do is just roll up & cry? I don't know, life
has been kinda sucky lately & I just feel so alone & upset & I hate
it because I'm normally happy & bubbly.
I guess I've been just too sweet to
people...even those who don't even deserve to be treated so! Friends who have
been in my life for their own selfish gains...temporary part of your life and
then again you are on your own!
I soon get attatched to people who even
care a little for me...innocently unaware of the negative part of them!
I just can't say "no" to
people thinking they might get it rude...but what when they do it just
casually...it hurts doesn't it? I realised...I should learn saying
"no" to people when I don't wish to agree...compromising with your
own decisions won't get us anywhere..
When am alone all by myself...my mind
just wouldnt stop racing...so many things on my mind!! Feels like lemme just
pause and get everything sorted!! Wish it was just that easy...;)
But dont wanna run away from things
now...I just know that i dont need this!! Just want things to get better...✩✩✩
Wanted to kinda get all these feelings
out...;) feels great!! <3
its just part of growing up dear. "growing up is process of getting rid of misconceptions", one of my friend told me this and its stuck in my head since. :p
ReplyDeleteLife is easy Neha.its only as complicated as you let it be!
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